One day I’ll stop faking It till I make It
It might take a bit
Even though I don’t want to
I’m doing It for you
One day I’ll stop overthinking
Even without sinking
Although It feels like I already am
I’ll build a dam
One day I’ll know how to cope
But I just need to have hope
stay away from my mind set
But I’m still not there yet
One day I’ll be able to say I did It
I just have to realize It’s not permanent
My anxiety and depression work overtime
I just need to try harder than before this time
One day I’ll stop apologizing so much
I tend to think It’s my fault and such
Even If I know It’s not my fault
My punishment tastes like salt
One day I won’t hate looking in the mirror
It will hopefully someday be a lot clearer
I like the dark because I can hide In It
But that only lasts a bit
One day everything will make sense
Maybe coming here was a mistake no offense
I don’t know how long I can keep this up
Especially without a coffee cup
One day I won’t be as paranoid
I’m starting to get annoyed
I’m always looking behind me to be sure
Just so I know I can stay pure
One day I won’t feel so broken
But it remains unspoken
Because what I say doesn’t matter
They can’t hear over their chatter
One day I won’t believe what everyone tells me
I won’t be overthinking till three
I’m supposed to think I’m worth more than a rumor
But I have a really bad sense of humor
One day I’ll believe I’m good enough
But that’s going to be really tough
